WHAT GOES AROUND.....

COMES BACK AROUND. OH YES ....LET ME SAY THIS RIGHT...POW!
How does it taste? Have u tasted it yet? Is it sour that drink? Guess we all wish we could bottle up some of that for the assholes of the world right? Today was an amazing day...well last night. People you least expected to be a friend..were. People you least expected to eat their words DID. Forgive my judgement, my slander, my mouth..IM NOT HERE, nor was I placed here to pass judgment, I learned that from my NEW friend. God answers prayers kids..he absolutely does. Next time u think someone WONT get theirs, think again. Tonight I can rest well, forgive the days i doubted you Lord...You came through far beyond my expectation with that "situation" and for that Im ashamed, because u promised u WOULD NEVER FORSAKE US. I love u....


AND FOR THAT UNFORTUNATE SOUL....

2010, its about damn time;)

So I brought the New Year in with family, just the way it should be (in my mind). I guess Im pretty lucky I have such a great family, we may not be perfect but one thing there is, is alot of love. I couldnt have started this year any better! I am so grateful for the hardships in my life..no typo, i definately did say hardships,lol.. because thats what has molded me into this beautiful woman, with unbelievable strength and capabilities I wasnt aware I even possessed. I owe it all to God, and my motivation Cameron(rip pumpkin) ofcourse. Ive also realized that no matter how good or bad any day or month or year is, its the paths youre suposed to take, the ones youre suposed to walk. Its your journey with choices, but either way you end up where youre suposed to be. My path hasnt always been the easiest, but its MINE. And Im grateful for every last learning experience, and although I wish some of the events these past years hadnt taken place, they did and all I can do is be glad that 2010 is here! A time for new hope, new dreams, new beginnings and a time to make them as special as you can. Im on a new journey and it feels great! Im excited for all the new blessings and the year to bring what we all want.. NEWNESS;)

Rihanna Interview

Despite it all I have to admit I really respect her.Although this does seem very much a reason to tell her story in a good time when her abum is coming out, I think there also was no other way but to get it out NOW when SHES GONNA HAVE TO promote her album and this is a way to get those questions answered before she starts doing interviews n people wanna ask questions left and right about "what happened that night". No one will ask because NOW THEY will know! People wanna bash her about her talking about being a role model, but say shes not doing a good job of it in her music, and videos and the clothes she wears..its true shes a bit edgy and that still has an effect, but thats why people also love her, shes different. Young girls look up to that right or wrong, but then again SHES NOT PERFECT shes still young herself..n I SAY ATLEAST SHES THINKING ABOUT BEING A ROLE MODEL IN THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF HER LIFE WHICH IS THE DOMESTIC VIOLENCE PART. When i heard her speak, i didnt see fakeness, I saw real talk. Shes not gonna break down n cry like a baby shes more composed after a yr of the incident happening. (For those people who wonder why she doesnt shed tears all over the place).I know more than anyone what all of this madness feels like, maybe not AT ALL in the public eye, but behind closed doors like most other people. I was married for 4 yrs, we were both young, in love and the marriage was very unhealthy, and it got physical and violent at almost every argument towards the end, i stayed through out it all and never left until he did, and had he not, God knows what else wouldve happened because i was too dumb in love and blind to let go of what i wanted. I could absolutely get what she said and TRUST ME IT TAKES A STRONG WOMAN TO LOOK PAST LOVE AND GIVE IT UP FOR THE SAKE OF WHATS RIGHT, she was stronger than me...n i admire her courage.

Realization

There Comes a time and day or maybe year for everyone, where an account of your lifes lessons and troubles and experiences run through your mind a lil more heavily than before. When you realize that up to this point youve gone as far as YOU COULD in that shell. There are many transitions in life I believe..the last one being death, and the ones in between being renewals of a NEW YOU. I guess I can say Im definately in one of the most important transitions of my life! Clearly Ive gone through more than most people can bear in a single year. But I ultimately thank God for the life experience no matter how painful. I realized today last year was the beginning of my NEW transition, and this end of year headed into a new one is where changes are being made. Ive never grown and learned soo much, hurt so much, and evolved so much like I have this year. It hasnt been easy,but it had to happen! I am being molded for a better me, a better transition in life. The events that have occured in my life up to now havent been excatly the way maybe I WOULD have planned them, but they happened exactly the way they were suposed to! I guess these life lessons and blessings are weapons for the future;)

Ive been able to let go of things that held me back from becoming who i really am. There isnt time in this life for the phony n senseless (IF ITS BECAUSE IM NOT indulging in your catty behavior, youre reckless behavior, clueless and self-absorbed behavior THAT MAKES ME YOUR ENEMY..then I GUESS WE'RE AT ODDS THEN)...and without a backbone and sense of self, weakness sinks in. You cant be strong when you hold onto other people because youre afraid of being alone(in whatever sense that might make in your life..be it friends, a relationship, etc). Ive also recognized Im a woman of strength and love and faith, and with those 3 things Im prepared for anything, and its time people realize it for themselves too;) <3

Exuse the construction

I absolutely have become not only lazy with my blog but uber busy with life...Im sure you guys know how that goes! ;) ALTHOUGH..I actually have quite alot to post up very soon, like maybe even later tonight! Forgive the 4 month hiatus! That will never happen again lol<3

my commercial on A&E MARIE/MATT

HERE IS THE INFO STRAIGHT FROM A&E'S website:

Marie/Matt on A&E's Obsessed Airing Monday, July 20th 10:00 pm ET




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lmao..ok so im gettng ridiculous and out of hand already,lol, but im bored:/ AND ITS 3:00AM its been officially my bday since 12am this morning! IM a summer bay-bee and its my birthday JULY 12th! woot-woot. Im getting so darn old:/
anyway, xoxoxo.